i am not here to create commotions, confusions.
just a normal homemaker, first time pregnant and in week 35 by now, in malaysia, ‘registered’ to give birth in a government hospital, hospital SB, because we can’t afford a semi-private or private ones.
i mostly write in small capital letters, unless my keyboard can automatically changed in in case. which can happen, if i use my tablet. it would be mixed in both bahasa malaysia and english.
the posts will not going to entertain you with pictures and animated gifs. mostly will be me venting, and telling everything and anything that happens.
some can be objective, some can be emotional as fuck. why? because i am pregnant, goddammit.
if i can’t put my thoughts into paper – or a digital paper such as this – i might go crazy.
names of the ob gyns and mo will be in initials, so if you know, then you know. if you don’t, just read it and think and then move along.
i am stressed a lot these days, and this is how i can calm down and collect myself. maybe my stories will be worth sharing. maybe you want to know how giving birth in a govt hospital really feels like.
because i am planning not to hide anything….much.